Branding Thoughts, Feelings, & Care
As most of you have read, Master Homis branded “MH” into my ass a few weeks ago. i am still in awe over this act of domination on his behalf as well as submission on my behalf; the emotional feelings involved with being branded are magnificent. The obvious is that of Master making His mark on me. This is a fantastic signification that i am truly His; owned by Him in entirety. my body is His for Him to do as He pleases. Beyond this is the trust i have in Master which has come to a much greater light; now i have seen firsthand that He will treat His slave’s body as He wishes but with extreme care and regard. There is also much pride on my part; i am truly privileged to have the honor of experiencing this act of being owned. Now these are all the wonderful, beautiful thoughts…
*pats the angel’s head on one shoulder and turns to face the devil on other shoulder grinning*
Other thoughts are those from my sadistic side; to some people these may seem outrageous and absurd…well; my mother always taught me FEB: “Fuck ‘em Baby”… These sadistic thoughts turn me on at a much different level than the beautiful thoughts stated above; comparable to the difference between making love and fucking (how lovely it is to be with someone of whom i can enjoy BOTH with). These thoughts are of the gift of pain Master chose to present to me. These thoughts are animalistic; equivalent to branding a cow. Most simply feeling as though i am a piece of meat marked to be slaughtered in the means of Master’s ongoing torture and love. Feelings of objectification; simply just being there as an object for Him to unleash His wrath upon…
*getting all hot and bothered thinking about it…*
Physically, the act of the branding itself was sensational; the moment Master pushed the copper wire against my ass i honestly felt nothing but floating; no pain, no fear, not even a slight twitch of movement. Just standing completely still obediently and listening to the sizzling sound and catching the slight smell of burning flesh. Not believing it was burnt enough, I begged for it once more. Master re-heated the copper wire and carefully placed it in the exact area that He had prior and upon the second branding i finally felt it; the splendid pain of burning over freshly raw skin. Amazing pain- that actually overtook my body; slowly emerging and building into calm warmth all over me.
Now the not so fun part…the healing process quite frankly sucks! It will all be worth it in the end no doubt. The first 5 days/nights or so i had extreme cold sweats and dehydration; Master made me drink lots and lot of water. Your body basically reacts to a branding in the same way it does extreme sunburn. For a few days/nights after that i was simply uncomfortable and trying to adjust to gauze on my ass…clothing became difficult to pick out as certain material would agitate even through the gauze. Sitting at work has been uncomfortable and i find myself adjusting my position frequently. Now i am currently at the “itchy” stage. The healing is taking place slowly and my ass just plain itches- which can be rather interesting when i unconsciously rub my ass at work or in public. i recently started waking myself up itching it in the middle of the night so Master may have to gauze it while i sleep as well. i can honestly say that having this branding is a constant reminder of Master domination over me…i think of Him literally with every movement i make.
Master spent a lot of time looking up caring for branding to ensure that He gets the results He wants. It is quite an extensive process and can take up to a year to heal entirely as an actual “branding”. Master has me on a schedule of cleansing multiple times per day with antibacterial soap, wearing gauze throughout the day, bacetration applied only every other day, and air out time at night. Master Homis explained to me that the thing about brandings is that you want them to heal really slowly to get the effect of the skin “bulging” (for lack of better terms) out. To increase the raised area of the branding itself, Master will eventually tape nickels to the area (per Master, the nickel has effect of raising the skin).
In the interim, Master Homis had to lift His panty ban He was going to enforce as the gauze puffing out (without being smoothed by panties) or God forbid the gauze falling off from under a skirt would surely raise some eyebrows.
All in all; i am so pleased to have taken this leap and will keep you posted on the healing and hopefully provide more pictures as Master allows.
Thank you Master- for your physical proof of ownership; something we can both treasure forever!
~vie
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May 17th, 2008 at 9:02 pm
I am VERY interested on information to branding and its aftercare. If you guys have any links on this practice, I would very much be interested in readaing them!
May 20th, 2008 at 8:51 am
For everyone looking for information on aftercare, the site I have been using is Infinate Body Piercing.
-MH