Thinking…
photo credit: Shqwarek yak Brno
I’ve been looking at the admin page if the blog for days now wondering if I should do anything with it, or just delete it. There has certainly been part of me that wanted to delete it, a feeling like it was a cruel reminder of what has occurred at the end, but on the other hand I see all the memories of the amazing times we had.
Why should I wipe all that out, in the end deleting it would have been something out of anger and spite, an act that I’m not inclined to do. I love viemoira so very much, and perhaps keeping the blog will allow me to keep those memories of the great times we had rather than have them wither and die.
I don’t honestly know how she feels at this point, but I get the impression that there is lot of anger. Then there is also another side of things, perhaps others just getting into the scene could see what we went through, maybe learn from the mistakes that we both made.
Lastly, the title says it all, it’s Homis’ Domain, why shouldn’t I use the blog to write about my thoughts, how I’m feeling, what I’m up to regardless if people read it or not. That of course isn’t saying that the topic will remain the same as it has been, but then again it could be about lessons I learn over time to be a better potential master in the future if one should wish.
Either way, I would be interested to hear what people think.
-Homis
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June 28th, 2008 at 12:33 pm
Keep the blog going.Post whatever you need to say, even if its not about sex.
I hope that the both of you can work out your problems and be together again.
Goos luck.
June 28th, 2008 at 1:18 pm
I think your reasons for keeping the blog open are great ones. I look forward to hearing your thoughts.
June 28th, 2008 at 8:41 pm
Hello. I’m a long-time lurker. If keeping the blog helps you through this, then go for it. Also, I think it is helpful for some to read about people dealing with a D/s break-up. Sharon over at Broken World Diaries has written about that from a slaves perspective. While there are a lot of blogs about D/s, most of them end when the relationship ends and we all know that in real-life, that’s sometimes when the real trials begin.
I wish the best for you!
June 28th, 2008 at 11:38 pm
I had a comment to add in mind, but it seems it will turn into a post, far too much to have as just a responding comment.