A Year Ago Today….
photo credit: Kev Jacobs
…was the day that viemoira and I got married. I had high hopes for this past weekend and this day for weeks and weeks, a celebration of our love. I certainly hadn’t expected to spend this night working on a post weeks ago when I had gotten so excited about this day coming up. It is fairly clear from what I’m hearing around that I was meant to be just a fling, a fling that perhaps got out of hand for her. I never intended it that way, I expected to grow old with her. Maybe what I’m hearing about are just acts of anger, either at me, herself, or some outside source. Perhaps in time she will realize that I truly do love her, but from what I understand it’s going to be a rough battle either way on both our parts, and may never be the case. I’m not in a position to do anything besides wait and hope for the best regardless of what the end result will be. I made my vows of standing by her through both the good times and the bad times, I intend to keep them while there is some hope. This is definitely a lonely day, one not to be celebrated, but I will try to keep my spirits up with the thought that she is at least ok and safe. For me, I keep working on old projects, look into new contracts for work since I have no idea how long it will be until a resolution exist.
Beh, enough babble from me, odds are I’ll piss someone off, so I’m off to try to find something to do.
-Homis
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June 30th, 2008 at 10:09 pm
thinking of you in these times of pain.
July 1st, 2008 at 7:06 am
MJ told me you and Vie were separated and i didn’t want to believe it. This is so sad for all concerned. i know it is very painful and can only wish the best for all of you and send positive thoughts for a good outcome that will bring some peace to all.
Staying busy is a very good idea and take care of yourself, Homis. Ownership of a spirited soul is like trying to capture the wind…when that energy is harnessed it can be a beautiful thing but out of control it can cause terrible destruction. i am sure you know not to fight the wind. Be yourself, which all you can be for the long haul.
Peace.
slave nik